LOOSE PEN DIARIES

    

  MY PATIENTS ARE GROWING THIN WITH THIS CHARADE WITH MARTIN. HE HAS DISAPPOINTED ME ONE TOO MANY TIMES WITH HIS HALF ASS PLOTTING AND PLANNING BULLSHIT. I’M STARTING TO REALIZE HE'S JUST LIKE ANY OTHER WHOSE COME IN CONTACT WITH MY DOUBLE EDGE SWORD PUSSY! ANY CHANCE HE GETS HE’S EATING MY PUSSY AND TELLING ME HE LOVES ME . ALWAYS TRYING TO FUCK ME OUT BEFORE MANNY COMES BACK. HE’S SO SEE THROUGH! MANNY SPENT SOME GOOD MONEY EDUCATING ME(TILL THIS DAY I DON’T KNOW WHY!)I MAY BE A HOE BUT I’M NOBODIES FOOL SO I’M AT MY LIMIT WITH THIS NIGGA. I KNOW HIS REAL NAME WHICH I NEVER GAVE A DAMN BEFORE TO LEARN. DATES OF BIG MOVES FOR MANNY WHICH ACCORDING TO HIS RECORDS SOMETHINGS GOING DOWN SOON I THINK IN THE GARDENS. I KNOW WHERE ALL THE HIDDEN CAMERAS ARE NOW.     I KNOW HOW TO GAIN ACCESS TO THE OFFICE AND ALL MANNY’S KEEP AWAY FILES, MOST OF ALL I FOUND OUT IF IT WASN’T FOR MARTINS  WANNA BE A BOSS ASS CHANITA WOULD STILL BE HERE. NIGGAS ARE SO FUCKING SIMPLE TO STRING. A FEW BLOWJOBS AN AGREEANCE TO US RUNNING AWAY TOGETHER AND HAVING A FAMILY WAS ALL IT TOOK TO GET IN. I COULD’VE DONE THAT SHIT LONG TIME AGO. NOW I KNOW THAT MARTINS ASS IS AS LOWDOWN AND INTO IT AS MANNY. EVERY DOG WILL HAVE HIS DAY!!! NOW I’M UP ON GAME IN THE HOUSE THAT I’VE BEEN LIVING IN FOR TWENTY YEARS. MANNY’S LIKE SCARFACE BUT NOT. I’VE LEARNED THAT HIS DRUG MONEY  AND CONNECTIONS IS WHAT BOUGHT HIM TO THE COUNTRY IN THE FIRST PLACE. A LOT OF ILLEGAL BULLSHIT IS WHAT PLACED HIM IN POLITICS AND NOW HE’S OUT OF CONTROL. I CAN PUT JUST ABOUT FOUR BODIES ON HIM & ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW MANY MORE THAT THERE TRULY ARE. I WAS TOO BUSY BEING BRAINWASHED ON MY BACK THAT I DIDN’T KNOW MY PUSSY FROM MY MOUTH. NOW I FEEL REBORN WITH PURPOSE AND THAT’S A FEELING I CAN GET USED TO.NOW IT’S MY TIME TO GET BACK AT EVERY NIGGA WHO TRIED TO OWN ME, WRONGED ME AND USED ME UP. EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM!!

       “SLAYJONIA WILL YOU JOIN ME IN THE GARDEN FOR A DRINK”, MANNY SAID WITH A MENACING SMILE.” OF COURSE” I AGREED RETURNING THE GESTURE.  I NEVER HATED SOMEONE AS MUCH AS I HATED MY MOMS UNTIL NOW! I STARTED TO DAYDREAM WALKING BEHIND MANNY OF WHAT WAS INEVITABLE TO HAPPEN. I CAN PICTURE HIS BRAINS SLIDING OFF OUR MARBLE WALLS AND STAINING THE FLOOR.THE NEW LIFE THAT I’M DUE GAVE ME COMPLETE JOY!! I DIDN’T EVEN NOTICE THAT MY WALK TURNED INTO A JOYOUS SKIP. SO BLINDED THAT I SKIPPED INTO A GARDEN OF BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS AND ABOUT TWELVE SECURITY GUARDS INCLUDING MARTIN. WONDER WHERE THIS IS GOING AND THEN IT HITS ME "THE GARDEN". “TAKE A SEAT MY LOVE AND HAVE A DRINK. I HAVE TO MAKE A COUPLE OF DECISIONS  WITH OUR STAFF,AND I WOULD LIKE YOUR HELP”, MANNY SAID SOUNDING LIKE SOMEONE ELSES HUSBAND. “WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT MANNY”, I REPLIED GIVING HIM A LOOK OF DISINTEREST. MANNY STARTED WITH HIS SCARFCE TONE TALKING ABOUT LOYALTY AND ALL TYPES OF OTHER BULLSHIT THAT I TONED OUT UNTIL HE ASKED ME TO MAKE A DECISION. “ SO WHO WILL WE KEEP AROUND SLAYJONIA?” MANNY ASKED. I CAN’T  BELIEVE HE THINKS I’M GOING FOR THIS MIND FUCK HE’S TRYING HARD TO SERVE. MARTIN IS TRYING TO GIVE ME AN EYE BUT HE KNOWS NOT TO LOOK DIRECTLY AT ME BECAUSE THAT IS A VIOLATION TO ONE OF THE HIGH LEVEL RULES.INSTEAD HE HAS THIS DUMB LOOK OF ASSURANCE WRITTEN ALL OVER HIS FACE ACCOMPANIED BY AWKWARD BODY LANGUAGE. TRYING TO STAND THERE LIKE HE WAS A MAN BUT COMING ACROSS AS THE PUNK  HE WAS. TRUE MARTIN COULD SLANG SOME GOOD DICK AND TALK A GOOD GAME BUT THAT WAS IT!! “SO SLAYJONIA, WHAT WILL IT BE? I WOULD AT LEAST LIKE TO ENJOY AN EVENING WITH MY WIFE.” MANNY SAID LIKE HE WAS WAITING FOR APPROVAL. THIS NIGGA IS HATEFUL AS FUCK. IF I PICK A FEW TO KEEP AND A FEW TO GO HE’S GONNA FIND A REASON TO KILL  SOMEBODY.THAT’S HIS GAME!! “BABY CAN WE LET THEM ALL GO SO THAT WE CAN HAVE OUR HOUSE  BACK?” LAUGHING MY FINE ASS OFF AT THIS NIGGA. DID HE REALLY THINK I WAS GONNA FALL FOR HIS BULLSHIT !! “ YOU’RE RIGHT MY DEAR IT IS TIME TO LET THEM ALL GO AND I HAVE TAKEN THE LIBERTY TO REPLACE THEM WITH ANOTHER , BABY A BETTER CREW.”MANNY WORDS CUT THROUGH THE AIR LIKE AN EXECUTIONER . ABOUT TWENTY NIGGAS RAN IN GRABBING THESE NIGGAS AND DRAGGING THEM OUT BY FORCE. MARTIN WAS THE ONLY EXCEPTION HE MADE HIS WAY TO THE HOUSE AND RETURNED WITH THIS FINE ASS, BLACK ASS, BOWLEGGED  NIGGA. DAMN!!!!! HE WAS SO FINE!!DARK CHOCOLATE SMOOTHE SKIN, BRIGHT WHITE TEETH, THICK FULL LIPS, AND A BROAD STRONG CHEST BULGING THROUGH HIS BRIGHT  WHITE TEE…….. HOW WILL I EVER FORGET A MAN LIKE THIS. I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING IN MY HOUSE BUT FOR THE NEXT SIXTY SECONDS I COULD DO NOTHING. FROZEN, BREATHLESS, AND TAKEN BY HIS PRESENCE………$GOD!!