Tuesday, November 29, 2011
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                                                      WILDFLOWER
                                                  
   My heart is pounding out my chest as I saw Torey's body hit the ground. I felt like I was going into a cardiac arrest!!  I had so many thoughts racing like the run of the bulls through my head. I could hear Manny's men approaching the greenhouse and  I started to shake. What did I do?? Surely she deserved it but what did she mean by "He made me do it"... was it any truth to that statement. What about this video tape thing? Was Manny that fucking twisted that he was paying a bitch to rape me?? Really, who was I kidding I knew in my heart it was true and at that moment I knew I was done . Done with the hurt! Done with the rape! Done with all that has held me down and I was ready to end it all. I raised my arm and pointed the gun towards the door and closed my eyes. Shaking like a rattlesnake rattler I held tight to the gun. I also was quite aware that there weren't  but a few more rounds to share. I had to make these next moments count and just like that my greenhouse doors  flung open so hard that it shattered or it could have been the bullets because I began to fire. I really didn't fully understand what I had committed too but I was all the way in. 


   My life has been one of many trials and tribulations but I'm still holding on. I lay here now as I was before. Absolutely nothing has changed. It leads me to believe that God has purposely put me to be here for what I am ............. a HOE!!  After the smoke and glass cleared the air the world I once knew was torn into a new nightmare. That moment replays over and over again and I never can get the look on Manny's face out of my mind. That motherfucker actually thought he was  coming to save me !! He was the first to come through the doors and the second to die. I can't help but replay over and over  again all the detectives everywhere  and  none of them once asking "Did I do it?" I sat and sipped on hot tea (where they got it from? Fuck if I knew but it was good) being catered to by many government officials. My once sacred place of solitude has become a forensic files crime scene.My favorite apple blossoms were splattered in blood and torn apart. It's hard to believe that it was once a beautiful bright tropical place that instantly kissed my skin with warmth. One of my only passionate moments was spent in that glass house and now I stare into the darkness that it now holds. I don't know how to feel knowing that I killed a lot of my demons that just won't die. Martin somehow never met his maker. Instead like the low life that he is and that I knew he was he decided to capitalize on what I had started. He stole all of Manny's dope and all the loot from his safe houses and is now what we would call a "Go to Man". His weak pathetic ass actually thought he could get me to be his bottom bitch because Manny was out of the way. Trade one jail for another I don't think so. If I had it my way Torey would have been first and Martin would have definitely been second ..... Oh and last but certainly not least Manuel "Sugadick" Gonzales. I would have wanted to savor the moment by honoring him with a slow death. Unfortunate for me that would be too much like right. I was reflecting on my misery and then the doorbell rang. I heard this bell millions but this time it sound as if it was long and strong. It was as if my body was in slow motion when i reached the foyer and saw the image of a dark skinned man. I rushed to open the door and there he stood this fine ass , black ass, bowlegged chocolate man. I instantly leapt into his arms burying my face into his neck and i began breathing him in deeply. He didn't squeeze me back but I didn't care I knew he was here to save me and love me forever. I was never so wrong. He pulled our bodies apart "Slayjonia" he shouted as if he didn't want to be touched. "Manny's dead and I didn't find her" he continued with a tone of seriousness. 
"Well nice to see you too Lyle" I said with disappointment "Please come in."
"I'm sorry I had to get ghost from you ma but I was never that far. I know what happened in that greenhouse. Fuck he blurted out in a riled tone.You done fucked my shit all the way up but I can't say I blame you.  I was hoping it was me to do it like I planned. I wanted to come around but you were no good for what I had to do,I had to stay focused"Lyle said.
"I'm confused because I thought you were here for me but you say you're looking for her.....who is her Lyle? I've only been waiting on you forever."I replied with anger.Feeling nothing but disappointment I asked "Would you like a drink?"
" Slayjonia I can't explain it all but it will all make sense . I gotta get those tapes and find out what happened to my sister she used to work for Manuel. Maybe you can help me now, you had to know Chanita."
My ears went deaf and all I could hear was her name echoing through my heart. This is not what I'm hearing from this man's beautiful full lips. My head started to spin and my knees began to buckle. Before I could blink I was on the floor..............

Sunday, August 14, 2011
        "HEY TOREY, YOU GOT A MINUTE TO TALK",I SAID IN A SERIOUS TONE.
I WAS TRULY OUT OF MY ELEMENT AS I WALKED WITH TOREY FOLLOWING ME. SHE KEPT LOOKING AROUND LIKE SHE WAS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE . THEN SHE ANGRILY GRABBED MY ARM AND SNEERED,"WHAT IS ON YOUR MIND HOE! YOU KNOW NOT TO APPROACH ME WITH THIS PERSONAL SHIT WHEN MY BOSS AROUND! "PLEASE LET GO OF MY ARM. THIS WILL ONLY TAKE A MINUTE".I ANSWERED SOUNDING AS SWEET AS PIE. AS I PLACED MY HAND ON TOP OF HERS SHE RELUCTANTLY LET GO.HER TOUCH MAKE ME FEEL NAUSEOUS EACH AND EVERY TIME. I LED HER TO THE GREENHOUSE AND INVITED HER IN. SHE LOOKED PLEASANTLY SUPRISED AND ENTERED AND DROPPED THE ATTITUDE. "I SEE YOU'RE FINALLY COMING AROUND TO LOVING ME", SHE SAID IN A CONQUERING TONE AS SHE GRABBED ME BY MY WAIST. AT THAT MOMENT I REMEMBERED WHY I HATED HER SO MUCH. FIRST SHE TOOK AWAY ANY SWEET MEMORY OF WHAT A WOMAN IS SUPPOSED TO FEEL LIKE. CHANITA WOULD OFTEN VISIT MY DREAMS AND I COULD STILL FEEL HER SOFT TOUCH. NOT ANYMORE! AFTER CHANITA I DID'NT EXPERIENCE THE FEELING OF LUST UNTIL $GOD AND SHE TOOK THAT AWAY AS WELL. FOR THAT ALONE AND FOR VIOLATING WHAT'S MINE I HAVE DECIDED TO END THIS SHIT .... RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW! I SLOWLY TURNED AROUND IN HER ARMS LOOKING ALL TOO IN CHARGE AS I PLACED MY TOOL TO HER HEAD. "I HATE YOU TOREY AND I HOPE YOU'RE RAPED IN HELL JUST LIKE YOU RAPED ME"! I SAID WITH AUTHORITY . SHE BACKED UP AND PLACED HER HANDS UP OFF MY WAIST AND COWARDLY BEGAN TO PLEA WITH ME FOR HER LIFE. "PLEASE SLAYJONIA IT'S ME YOUR LOVER ... PLEASE PUT THE GUN DOWN". I COULDN'T BELIEVE MY EARS!!!"BITCH ...YOUR LOVER!! ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!!! YOU FUCKING RAPED ME BITCH AND BLACKMAILED ME TO LET YOU KEEP THIS SHIT UP"!! I SHOUTED IN OUTRAGE.  " HE TOLD ME TO CAUSE YOU WERE A WHORE AND THATS WHAT YOU LIKE. HE VIDEO RECORDS IT. I HAD TO DO WHAT I WAS TOLD, SO PLEASE DON'T"!SHE SAID. I STILL COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT I WAS HEARING. I WAS NOW CONFUSED BUT I HAD ALREADY COMMITED TO KILLING THIS BITCH SO I SQUEEZED THE TRIGGER.BAM! BAM! BAM! LIGHTS OUT........................................  
Monday, August 8, 2011
              In a hurry to leave i didn't have time to tell $God how I felt. I only had time to beg and plea for more of his presence. Ever since my soul will NOT rest. Although very suspicious of something foul between me and $God, Martin has been very tolerable. He's not been such the bugaboo that he was known to be. It's like he knows something that I don't and that alone haunts me when he simply passes me by. I'm not sure who this bitch Torey thinks she's fooling with but she too is on borrowed time!!!! I hate her smell and I hate her dumb ass smile and everything about her! This bitch has still been following me like Flies to Shit and is now a prisoner to what I now know is my curse. Im still in disbelief that I allowed her to violate my precious after our confrontation. This bitch actually tried to blackmail me. ME...... Slayjonia! She wanted what they all wanted........ My sweet pussy! Yes she won round one and with each vile stroke of her tongue I wanted her to die. After sucking my pussy for what felt like an eternity she had the audacity to place her lips upon mine.
"Damn you got some good pussy!" she panted while breathing heavily in my face. After all the alcohol and hate there was nothing left to do but spill all of my insides out. I did that for about 90 seconds  and felt drained.
"Mmm ,I love this nasty shit!"  Torey shouted in enjoyment. The room was spinning and my heart was pounding and the only thing that brought me back to this new part of hell was the feel of her tongue going in and out as she walked me to the wall. Waggling her tongue faster and faster I felt my whorish nature beginning to overpower my mental strength as my body succumed  to this very pleasurable tingly feeling taking over me. As disgusted as I was to the taste of vomit and alcohol and absolutely mortified at the sight of her between my thighs I could no longer fight my body from what it needed. I begin to burst my sweet, sweet juices and when she realized what a treat she had gotten she opened her mouth as wide as she could and swallowed all of me in. Ever since she has been eating me out on the regular to stay happy. I never thought I would hate a great orgasm so much but I do. It's gotten so bad that I'm chasing Martin so that he could fuck the feeling off of me but lately it's not adding up. Between   getting fucked out by Manny, ate out by Torey, and the occasional ass fuck with Martin I'm all fucked out and still no sign of $God. 
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       If it's one thing I've learned it's how to survive. Unfortunately you can't do that being a sheep amongst wolves. Waking up this morning I felt like a new me with a bright future in store. Although I feel like a glory hole to every one around me I'm elated. Maybe because I know that someone's gonna die and it ain't gonna be me. Manny has finally grown tired of Martin's bullshit. It explains why he was staying the fuck away from me. I know that he's not gonna be here tomorrow and will be one less that I would have to worry about. Oh and as for that bitch ........ It's a wrap!!!!!
               
Thursday, April 7, 2011

                  MANNY SURE HAS A WAY TO SPOIL A GOOD THING! EVER SINCE I MET THIS AWFUL MAN HE’S BEEN TRUE TO HIS FORM, a fucking snake in the grass! IF YOU SEE MANNY YOU’LL THINK HE WAS THE SWEETEST PIECE OF CANDY IN THE BOX.UNTIL YOU UNWRAP THE CANDY AND FIND OUT IT AIN’T AS SWEET AS YOU THOUGHT! I HATE MANNY FOR EVERYTHING HE’S NOT. AS A CHILD I THOUGHT HE WAS THE BEST A MAN COULD COME AND I OFTEN WISHED AND PRAYED HE WOULD TAKE ME AWAY FROM MY ALLEDGED FATHER. THE DAY WOULD COME THAT I WOULD PRAY TO JUST BE GONE FROM THE WORLD AND NOT AT THE HANDS OF ANY MAN. I WAS FOOLED BY MANNY AND THAT MADE ME HATE HIM MORE.I’M GLAD THAT HIS ASSHATTERY WILL BE HIS DEMISE AND AT THE END OF IT THE JOKE WILL BE ON HIM! HE ANSWER FOR ALL THAT HE HAS DONE. NO MERCY ON HIS SOUL  IS ALL I CAN PRAY FOR NOW. I MEAN EVEN A LOYAL  DOG WILL BITE BACK IF YOU BACK IT INTO A CORNER. MARTIN THINKS HIS MASTER PLAN IS GONNA WORK BUT I BEG TO DIFFER. O.K. LET’S SAY IT DID WORK A LITTLE IN MY FAVOR. THAT WOULD LEAVE MANNY DEAD , ME FREE AND MARTIN A BOSS??? SORRY I CAN’T AGREE TO THAT…… EVERYONE HAS TO DIE!!! INCLUDING MYSELF  IF IT COMES TO THAT. READING MANNY’S KEEP AWAY FILES SHINES A NEW LIGHT ON EVERYTHING. THIS NIGGA DON’T HAVE LOVE FOR NOBODY FROM WHAT I SEE.MURDERS, SCANDAL,AFFAIRS GONE SOUR THAT LED TO MORE SHIESTY SHIT.OH AND LET’S NOT FORGET ALL THE MONEY EMBEZZLING FROM HIS UNCLE (UNCLE SAM) BIG TIME. HE’S NOTHING MORE THAN A GLORIFIED MURDERING THIEF!!!!  I HAVE ENOUGH INFO AND EVIDENCE THAT CAN PUT HIM AWAY FOR A LONG TIME BUT THAT’S TOO GOOD FOR A DEMON LIKE MANNY. DEATH IS THE ONLY WAY.

            “WHERE WERE YOU?” MARTIN QUESTIONED WITH A SLIGHT TONE OF ANGER. I’VE SEARCHED THE GROUNDS TWICE LOOKING FOR YOU.”  “I WAS WALKING THE GROUNDS LOOKING FOR YOU LOVE”,I LIED KNOWING HE KNEW IT WASN’T TRUE.” SO WHAT’S UP SEXY YOU NEED ME OR YOU WANT ME”, I SAID TEASING MARTIN BY LICKING MY LIPS SLOW. HE’S SUCH A FUCKING SUCKER AND SO SIMPLE.”WE CAN’T “ HE ACKNOWLEDGED THE NEW CAMERA IN THE CORNER.” AND MANNY WANTS YOU, NOW”.  WHAT COULD HE WANT WITH ME BESIDES SOME ROUGH SEX THAT I WASN’T IN THE MOOD FOR. I’VE BEEN HOLDING OUT AND PRACTICALLY HIDING MY PUSSY IN A RELOCATION PROGRAM. LUCKY FOR ME MANNY I MEAN SUGADICK HAS BEEN ALL TOO BUSY  STACKING SKELETON BONES,BUT I KNOW ALL ABOUT IT. I ALSO KNOW HE’S HIRED A MOLE IN THE HOUSE AND I CAN’T WAIT TO MEET HER. FROM WHAT I READ SHE’S A TOUGH ASS EX MILITARY ASS BITCH.”HEY BABY,YOU NEED ME?” I SAID WHILE ENTERING THE ROOM.” MY SWEET LOVE, I WANT YOU TO MEET SOMEONE.”MANNY WAS CLUELESS TO MY ALREADY KNOWLEDGE OF THIS MEETING. SHIT IT’S LIKE I ALREADY MET THE BITCH BY READING EVERYTHING ABOUT HER.”THIS IS TOREY, AND SHE’S YOUR NEW MAID/ ASSISTANT. DO WITH HER AS YOU PLEASE.’MANNY SAID WITH SARCASM.LOOKING AT THIS BIG BONED HAIRY MOLED ASS BITCH MADE ME BOTH NASEOUS AND ANGRY “ HONEY I THOUGHT WE AGREED NO MORE MAID SERVICE, I CAN TAKE CARE OF THE HOUSE. I REALLY WANT MY ALONE TIME ,I DON’T NEED A SHADOW.”I REPLIED ON DEAF EARS. “SHE’S HERE TO HELP SO BE NICE,”MANNY REPLIED SIGNALING FOR ME TO SIT ON HIS LAP.”I HAVN’T BEEN THE BEST TO YOU SLAYJONIA BUT I’M GOING TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU. I’M ABOUT TO TAKE CARE OF SOME IMPORTANT BUSSINESS BUT AFTER THAT I’M TAKING SOME TIME OFF AND I’M GOING TO GIVE YOU A BABY!”MANNY SAID WITH EXCITEMENT. I’M SMILING BUT I’M CRYING INSIDE , SHIT I’M ABSOLUTELY MORTIFIED. THIS NIGGA IS SO FULL OF SHIT! IS THIS SUPPOSE TO BE MY REWARD? ONLY A GOD CAN SAVE ME FROM THIS NIGHTMARE. ALL OF MY ENERGY FELT SUCKED OUT AND ALL I COULD DO WAS SMILE AND SAY”I CAN’T WAIT TO HAVE MY OWN FAMILY, I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH MANNY.” WITH THAT I GAVE HIM A KISS AND EXITED THE ROOM WITH MY NEW SHADOW. 
      IT’S BEEN THREE DAYS AND I ALREADY HATE THIS BITCH!! SHE’S ALWAYS TWO STEPS BEHIND ME OR IN FRONT OF ME BUT SHE’S ALWAYS NEAR. MARTIN HAS BEEN TRYING HIS BEST TO GET SOME PUSSY BUT THIS BITCH IS TRULY A COCK BLOCKER AND FOR THAT I’M THANKFUL. YET AND STILL I NEED A BREATHER FROM HER. MY ONLY PLACE OF REFUGE IS MY GREENHOUSE WHERE  I HAVE BEEN SPENDING A LOT OF MY TIME.  I WALK IN HOPING THAT LYLE A.K.A. $GOD WOULD BE THERE WAITING BUTT ASS NAKED AND READY TO PLEASE.HE HASN’T BEEN AROUND AT ALL. I READ THE BOOKS AND MANNY DOES THEIR BUSINESS AT HIS OTHER LOCATION. ALL THE NEW SECURITY GUARDS BELONG TO HIM AND HIS ORGANIZATION AND I KNOW THEY REPORT TO HIM DAILY .AND AS IF I DON’T HAVE ENOUGH ON MY PLATE I’VE ACQUIRED A TASTE FOR MARIJUANA THESE DAYS BEING EXTRA STRESSED OUT. I WALK IN LEAVING TOREY OUTSIDE TO WANDER AROUND THE YARD. I LIFT MY YELLOW SUNDRESS OVER MY HEAD TO JUST RELAX AND BE FREE AND HEAD FOR MY FAVORITE LAWN CHAIR. LAYING BACK IN THE RECLINED CHAIR ALWAYS MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I’M IN THE MIDDLE OF THE JUNGLE SOMEWHERE SO EXOTIC. THEN I LIGHT MY BLUNT AND INHALE DEEP  AS IF ALL MY PROBLEMS WOULD RELEASE WHEN I EXHALE. “CAN I HIT THAT WITH  YOU?”A VOICE FROM A DISTANCE SAID. I KNOW THAT VOICE AND I KNOW THAT SMELL. I JUMPED UP DROPPING THE BLUNT AND  COVERING MYSELF WITH MY DRESS AND RESPONDED”SHOW YOURSELF….. IS THAT YOU LYLE?” “YEAH SEXY IT’S ME, DAMN I TRIED TO SURPRISE YOU BUT FROM THE LOOK OF THINGS  IT LOOKS LIKE YOU’VE BEEN WAITING FOR ME”. LYLE SAID WITH SEDUCTION PLAGUED IN HIS VOICE. “I CAN’T BE IN HERE WITH YOU LIKE THIS”. I ANSWERED WHILE LYLE REACHED AND GRABBED MY DRESS AS I STRUGGLED TO PUT IT OVER MY HEAD. USING IT TO PULL ME FORWARD  WITH NO RESISTANCE  I FELL INTO HIS BODY AND HE WHISPERED” YOU CAN BE ANYWHERE YOU WANT TO BE”. MY BODY STARTED MELTING IN HIS HEAT AS HE KISSED MY NECK AND CHEST NEVER LETTING GO OF MY DRESS HE KEPT ME NEAR. THEN HE GUIDED HIS HAND UP MY BACK AND PUSHED ME ON THE LAWN CHAIR SNATCHING THE SUNDRESS AND FLINGING IT ACROSS THE GREENHOUSE. HE CONTINUED A TRAIL OF SOFT KISSES UP MY LEGS TO MY INNER THIGHS. MY BODY STARTED TO QUIVER AS HE STARTED TO BREATHE ON MY BELOVED AS HE PASSED HER BY AND MOVED UP PASS MY BELLY BUTTON TEASING MY NIPPLES ALL THE WAY TO MY PLUMP LIPS. AS HE HOVERED OVER MY BODY HE RENDERED ME HELPLESS. THEN IT HAPPENED OUR LIPS CONNECTED IN A DEEP FIERY KISS. THE KISS I’VE WAITED ON ALL MY LIFE. IT WAS FULL OF THE PASSION MY HEART LONGED FOR.”I WANT YOU SO BAD SLAYJONIA,I’VE  BEEN WATCHING YOU. I NEVER TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU.”HE EXPRESSED. WE KISSED AGAIN THIS TIME DEEPER AND DEEPER AS HE PALMED MY PUSSY IN HIS HAND AS IF HE WAS CRADLING SOMETHING REAL PRECIOUS AND DEAR TO HIM. IN A BLINK OF AN EYE HE PLACED BOTH HANDS UNDER MY PLUSH SOFT ASS CHEEKS AND SWOOPED ME IN THE AIR. THEN HE COVERED MY ENTIRE PUSSY WITH HIS BEAUTIFUL MOUTH AND TONGUE KISSED IT WITH PASSION.OH I NEVER FELT THIS TYPE OF LUST AND IT WASN’T FROM LACK OF TRYING! HIS KISS WAS SCOLDING HOT AND DEEPLY HYPNOTIC THAT I FELL BACK IN ESTACY BUT HE NEVER LET GO. HE KISSED HARDER AND FASTER. DANGLING DAMN NEAR UP SIDE DOWN RESTING MY HEAD ON HIS KNEES  HE CONTINUED TO KISS AND LICK IN CIRCLES AND IN AND OUT MY PUSSY LIKE A MINI VIBRATOR. I COULD NO LONGER CONTAIN THE EMOTION AND YELLED OUT IN BLISS. WE KNEW WE HAD TO STOP! LYLE PLACED MY DRAINED BODY BACK ON THE LAWN CHAIR. “DON’T GO!! TAKE ME WITH YOU.” I PLEADED BUT HE SAID NOTHING .”AT LEAST TELL ME WHEN I CAN SEE YOU…. WHAT TIME?” I ASKED ANXIOUSLY AWAITING HIS ORDERS. HE TURNED AND PICKED UP THE FALLEN BLUNT PLACED IT IN MY MOUTH AND LIT IT AND REPLIED “SOON,JUST GOTTA MAKE SURE IT’S RIGHT.”AND WITH A BLINK OF AN EYE HE WAS GONE. THIS TIME WASN’T A DREAM AND I REALLY THINK I’M IN LOVE ….. SAID THE GIRL WHO DON’T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS!!!!    


Monday, March 28, 2011

     




  I’M NOT TOO SURE OF WHAT’S HAPPENING RIGHT NOW !!   JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THAT THIS SHIT WAS OVER FATE THROWS A MONKEY WRENCH IN MY PLANS!!  WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS?  “TAKE HER TO HER ROOM.” MANNY ORDERED WITH AUTHORITY.  “AND LOCK THE FUCKING DOOR! “ WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO? THEN ALL TYPES OF FEELINGS FLOOD ME ONCE. STILL DAZED I’M NOT SURE IF I’M HEARING STRAIGHT. “WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING ABOUT STARING AT THAT NIGGA LIKE THAT?”MARTIN CRIED LIKE HE WAS THROWING A TODDLER TANTRUM. “YOU KNEW THAT WAS NOT COOL TO DO, FORCING ME TO HIT YOU WITH THE GUN! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU!”  AND THAT’S WHEN ALL OF EVERYTHING HIT ME AT ONCE!! YEAH I WAS MAD AS HELL CAUSE I KNOW I HAD BEEN BUTTED IN THE HEAD WITH A 45! I ALSO REMEMBER WHY I WAS BUTTED IN THE HEAD…… $GOD!! I KNOW I SHOULD BE CONCERNED ABOUT THIS THICK WARM TRICKLE OF BLOOD FLOWING DOWN MY FACE BUT ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS THIS MAN! I WAS BEING DAMN NEAR DRAGGED UNTIL MARTIN REACHED THE STAIRS AND SWOOPED ME OFF MY FEET LIKE IT MATTERED. “I’M SO SORRY !! IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN….NEVER. “ MARTIN  WAS GIVING SOME MORE OF THOSE EMPTY LAME PROMISES. “NEVERMIND ALL OF THAT I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND. IT’S YOUR JOB.”I LIED.AIN’T THIS THE SAME NIGGA THAT SAID HE WOULD NEVER LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO ME. I GUESS HE MEANT THE SHIT THAT HE DIDN’T DO HIS SELF. “BUT WHAT DID I DO… I DON’T REMEMBER ANYTHING.” I SAID WITH ASPIRATIONS OF HEARING SOMETHING DIFFERENT  THAN  WHAT I ALREADY KNEW. “YOU WERE STARING AT THE HELP AND MANNY ORDERED US TO KNOCK YOU OUT  BUT  BEFORE I LET ANYBODY PUT THEIR HANDS ON YOU I DID IT MYSELF!” I KNOW THIS NIGGA AIN’T SAYING THIS SHIT LIKE HE DID ME A FAVOR.”FOR REAL SLAYJONIA, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I KNOW YOU’VE CHANGED FOR ME”. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS NIGGA ON! HE COULDN’T POSSIBLY BELIEVE THAT ALL THIS FUCKING IS LOVE!! I HAD SOME SHIT TO DEAL WITH IF HE THOUGHT FOR ONE MOMENT WE WOULD BE HAPPY TOGETHER. FOOLED BY HIS LUST IS ALL I COULD THINK OF AS ALL TYPES OF SHIT WAS COMING OUT HIS MOUTH.”MARTIN, WHO WAS I STARING AT AND WHY WAS HE HERE?” I ASKED. “HE’S MY NEW BOSS. I’M STEPPING DOWN FROM HEAD OF SECURITY AND NOW I’M WORKING ON A PLAN THAT’S GONE HAVE US SET FOR LIFE.DON’T WORRY BOUT THAT NEW NIGGA. I GOT MY CONNECTS AND HE ‘S THE NEW BOSS BUT IT’S LIKE HE’S WORKING FOR ME. IM GONNA GET YOU OUT OF THIS BULLSHIT HERE AND GIVE YOU REAL LOVE,”MARTIN REASSURED. I CAN’T BELIEVE HE THINKS FOR ONE MOMENT THAT I WOULD LOVE A COWARD ASS NIGGA. I MEAN IS HE SERIOUS WITH ALL THIS RUN AWAY AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER SHIT. I’M PAST MY LIMIT OF HATE FOR THESE NIGGAS BUT I’M GONNA HOLD ON A LITTLE WHILE LONGER SO THAT THINGS ARE TAKEN CARE OF…. THE RIGHT WAY. I KNEW NOT TO ASK ANYTHING ELSE ABOUT $GOD CAUSE THIS NIGGAS A CERTIFIED HATER. THIS NIGGA LEANED IN TO KISS MY FOREHEAD AND IT TOOK EVERYTHING NOT TO YELL RAPE AND WATCH HIM DIE. INSTEAD I HELD MY BREATH AND WITH ALL MY ENERGY SIMPLY REPLIED,”O.K.


       WHEN SOMEONE SAID THAT YOU’LL KNOW WHEN YOU MEET YOUR SOULMATE, THEY DIDN’T LIE. IT’S BEEN ALL OF FIVE LONG DAYS, ONE HUNDRED TWENTY HOURS,SEVENTY TWO HUNDRED MINUTES AND I CAN’T EVEN COUNT THE SECONDS SINCE I’VE SEEN HIS FACE. I CLOSE MY EYES THINKING ABOUT OUR LAST ENCOUNTER AND OFTEN DRIFT INTO SOME OF MY BEST EVER DAYDREAMS. HIS SMELL IS SO INTOXICATING, A MIXTURE OF CURVE AND MARIJUANA. HIS SKIN SO CLEAN AND SMOOTHE LIKE UNCUT CHOCOLATE. HIS TOUCH IS SO STRONG AND AGGRESSIVE. BOLD WITH ALL HIS MOVES. THE WAY HE GUIDES HIS TONGUE  IN SOFT  SLOW CIRCLES AROUND MY NIPPLES AND THEN TO MY STOMACH,KISSING MY RIBS TICKLING THEM WITH THEM WITH SOFT MOIST KISSES ALL THE WAY DOWN MY SIDE TO MY THIGHS. MAKING HIS WAY ACROSS MY BODY, UP AND DOWN ALL OF MY CURVES TO TEASE ME.  IT HURTS SO GOOD!!  I’M ALWAYS CUT SHORT OF GLORY WHEN SOMEONE STUPID LIKE MANNY OR MARTIN INTERRUPTS.  I’M NOT TRIPPING THOUGH BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THIS SHIT IS DEFINETLY TEMPORARY. MY LIFE IS ABOUT TO CHANGE NOW THAT HE’S A PART OF IT. I TOOK THE LIBERTY TO READ MANNY’S CALENDAR AND NOTHING BUT A BULLET WILL KEEP ME AWAY FROM THIS MAN. HE WILL BE HERE ACCORDING TO MANNY’S METICULOUS RECORDS AROUND TWO O’CLOCK TODAY. IT’S ONE FIFTEEN AND I HAVE ON MY BLACK SILK SUNDRESS COMPLIMENTED BY MY BLACK LACE SILK THONGS. I HAVE APPLE BLOSSOMS THROUGHOUT THE HOUSE FOR HEADY LOVE, SENSUALITY, AND PREFERENCE. I KNOW THAT HE’S MY SOULMATE. I FELT IT AND I KNOW HE FELT IT TOO.  MY GAME IS DEFINETLY ON!!
       I WENT FOR A BRIEF WALK TO THE GREENHOUSE THAT I LOVE SO MUCH JUST TO PASS SOME TIME. MAN LOOKING AT THE STAINED GLASS REMINDS ME OF HOW MUCH THIS HOUSE MEANS TO ME. A LOT OF MY PERSONALITY WENT INTO THIS GREENHOUSE. MANNY LET ME DESIGN AND DICTATE EVERYTHING THAT WENT INTO IT. IT’S MY SANTUARY. NO ONE COMES INSIDE WITHOUT MY KNOWLEDGE. I HAD IT DESIGNED THAT WAY. SO SOMETIMES BECAUSE I’M SUCH AN EXHIBITIONIST I JUST WALK FREELY AMONGST MY FLOWERS.  JUST AS I WAS ABOUT TO ENDULGE IN PICKING A FEW AN ALL TOO FAMILIAR SMELLS COMES ACROSS MY NOSE. I KNOW THAT IT ISN’T ANY OF MY FLOWERS YET EXOTIC AND INTOXICATING. I WALKED TO THE THIRD ROW AND I COULDN’T BELIEVE MY EYES. HEART POUNDING SO HARD I FELT IT IN MY FINGERTIPS. “ HI, UMM HOW DID YOU GET IN HERE? THERE’S NO ONE ALLOWED IN HERE.”I WHISPERED. FEARING FOR HIS LIFE.”IT’S COOL MA, I’M JUST CHECKING OUT THIS BEAUTFUL  AMBIANCE THAT’S FLOWING IN HERE. BESIDES I ALWAYS COME TO SHIT LIKE THIS EARLY. YOU NEVER KNOW RIGHT” HE EXPRESSED WITHOUT ANY CARE FOR CONSEQUENCES. “I’M SLAYJONIA”, I EXTENDED MY HAND FORWARD TO SHAKE HIS.TREMBLING INSIDE ANXIOUSLY AWAITING THE HEATED TOUCH OF HIS HAND.THEN HE RESPONDED” I KNOW”, AND LEANED FORWARD TO KISS MY HAND. HIS LIPS WERE SO SOFT AND HOT PRESSED AGAINST MY FLESH THAT I INSTANTLY   FELT ORGASMIC. THEN HE PULLED AWAY AND LOOKED DEEP INTO MY EYES AND SAID”YOU’RE SO MUCH BETTER THAN A SEX CLUB, AND THESE NIGGAS!! I’M LYLE AND THEY CALL ME MONEY GOD. IT’S MY PLEASURE TO FINALLY MEET YOU SLAYJONIA”. MY EARS WERE BURNING WHEN HE SAID MY NAME. THE HEAT  BETWEEN US  FOGGED UP THE STAINED GLASS WINDOWS. I WANTED NOTHING BUT MORE OF HIM. THEN I BLINKED MY EYES AND HE WAS GONE. I COULD STILL SMELL HIM OVER THE FLOWERS. I COULD STILL FEEL HIS KISS. AGAIN THIS MAN HAS LEFT ME FROZEN AND BREATHLESS…….. I’M IN LOVE!!!



Sunday, March 20, 2011

    








  MY PATIENTS ARE GROWING THIN WITH THIS CHARADE WITH MARTIN. HE HAS DISAPPOINTED ME ONE TOO MANY TIMES WITH HIS HALF ASS PLOTTING AND PLANNING BULLSHIT. I’M STARTING TO REALIZE HE'S JUST LIKE ANY OTHER WHOSE COME IN CONTACT WITH MY DOUBLE EDGE SWORD PUSSY! ANY CHANCE HE GETS HE’S EATING MY PUSSY AND TELLING ME HE LOVES ME . ALWAYS TRYING TO FUCK ME OUT BEFORE MANNY COMES BACK. HE’S SO SEE THROUGH! MANNY SPENT SOME GOOD MONEY EDUCATING ME(TILL THIS DAY I DON’T KNOW WHY!)I MAY BE A HOE BUT I’M NOBODIES FOOL SO I’M AT MY LIMIT WITH THIS NIGGA. I KNOW HIS REAL NAME WHICH I NEVER GAVE A DAMN BEFORE TO LEARN. DATES OF BIG MOVES FOR MANNY WHICH ACCORDING TO HIS RECORDS SOMETHINGS GOING DOWN SOON I THINK IN THE GARDENS. I KNOW WHERE ALL THE HIDDEN CAMERAS ARE NOW.     I KNOW HOW TO GAIN ACCESS TO THE OFFICE AND ALL MANNY’S KEEP AWAY FILES, MOST OF ALL I FOUND OUT IF IT WASN’T FOR MARTINS  WANNA BE A BOSS ASS CHANITA WOULD STILL BE HERE. NIGGAS ARE SO FUCKING SIMPLE TO STRING. A FEW BLOWJOBS AN AGREEANCE TO US RUNNING AWAY TOGETHER AND HAVING A FAMILY WAS ALL IT TOOK TO GET IN. I COULD’VE DONE THAT SHIT LONG TIME AGO. NOW I KNOW THAT MARTINS ASS IS AS LOWDOWN AND INTO IT AS MANNY. EVERY DOG WILL HAVE HIS DAY!!! NOW I’M UP ON GAME IN THE HOUSE THAT I’VE BEEN LIVING IN FOR TWENTY YEARS. MANNY’S LIKE SCARFACE BUT NOT. I’VE LEARNED THAT HIS DRUG MONEY  AND CONNECTIONS IS WHAT BOUGHT HIM TO THE COUNTRY IN THE FIRST PLACE. A LOT OF ILLEGAL BULLSHIT IS WHAT PLACED HIM IN POLITICS AND NOW HE’S OUT OF CONTROL. I CAN PUT JUST ABOUT FOUR BODIES ON HIM & ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW MANY MORE THAT THERE TRULY ARE. I WAS TOO BUSY BEING BRAINWASHED ON MY BACK THAT I DIDN’T KNOW MY PUSSY FROM MY MOUTH. NOW I FEEL REBORN WITH PURPOSE AND THAT’S A FEELING I CAN GET USED TO.NOW IT’S MY TIME TO GET BACK AT EVERY NIGGA WHO TRIED TO OWN ME, WRONGED ME AND USED ME UP. EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM!!

       “SLAYJONIA WILL YOU JOIN ME IN THE GARDEN FOR A DRINK”, MANNY SAID WITH A MENACING SMILE.” OF COURSE” I AGREED RETURNING THE GESTURE.  I NEVER HATED SOMEONE AS MUCH AS I HATED MY MOMS UNTIL NOW! I STARTED TO DAYDREAM WALKING BEHIND MANNY OF WHAT WAS INEVITABLE TO HAPPEN. I CAN PICTURE HIS BRAINS SLIDING OFF OUR MARBLE WALLS AND STAINING THE FLOOR.THE NEW LIFE THAT I’M DUE GAVE ME COMPLETE JOY!! I DIDN’T EVEN NOTICE THAT MY WALK TURNED INTO A JOYOUS SKIP. SO BLINDED THAT I SKIPPED INTO A GARDEN OF BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS AND ABOUT TWELVE SECURITY GUARDS INCLUDING MARTIN. WONDER WHERE THIS IS GOING AND THEN IT HITS ME "THE GARDEN". “TAKE A SEAT MY LOVE AND HAVE A DRINK. I HAVE TO MAKE A COUPLE OF DECISIONS  WITH OUR STAFF,AND I WOULD LIKE YOUR HELP”, MANNY SAID SOUNDING LIKE SOMEONE ELSES HUSBAND. “WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT MANNY”, I REPLIED GIVING HIM A LOOK OF DISINTEREST. MANNY STARTED WITH HIS SCARFCE TONE TALKING ABOUT LOYALTY AND ALL TYPES OF OTHER BULLSHIT THAT I TONED OUT UNTIL HE ASKED ME TO MAKE A DECISION. “ SO WHO WILL WE KEEP AROUND SLAYJONIA?” MANNY ASKED. I CAN’T  BELIEVE HE THINKS I’M GOING FOR THIS MIND FUCK HE’S TRYING HARD TO SERVE. MARTIN IS TRYING TO GIVE ME AN EYE BUT HE KNOWS NOT TO LOOK DIRECTLY AT ME BECAUSE THAT IS A VIOLATION TO ONE OF THE HIGH LEVEL RULES.INSTEAD HE HAS THIS DUMB LOOK OF ASSURANCE WRITTEN ALL OVER HIS FACE ACCOMPANIED BY AWKWARD BODY LANGUAGE. TRYING TO STAND THERE LIKE HE WAS A MAN BUT COMING ACROSS AS THE PUNK  HE WAS. TRUE MARTIN COULD SLANG SOME GOOD DICK AND TALK A GOOD GAME BUT THAT WAS IT!! “SO SLAYJONIA, WHAT WILL IT BE? I WOULD AT LEAST LIKE TO ENJOY AN EVENING WITH MY WIFE.” MANNY SAID LIKE HE WAS WAITING FOR APPROVAL. THIS NIGGA IS HATEFUL AS FUCK. IF I PICK A FEW TO KEEP AND A FEW TO GO HE’S GONNA FIND A REASON TO KILL  SOMEBODY.THAT’S HIS GAME!! “BABY CAN WE LET THEM ALL GO SO THAT WE CAN HAVE OUR HOUSE  BACK?” LAUGHING MY FINE ASS OFF AT THIS NIGGA. DID HE REALLY THINK I WAS GONNA FALL FOR HIS BULLSHIT !! “ YOU’RE RIGHT MY DEAR IT IS TIME TO LET THEM ALL GO AND I HAVE TAKEN THE LIBERTY TO REPLACE THEM WITH ANOTHER , BABY A BETTER CREW.”MANNY WORDS CUT THROUGH THE AIR LIKE AN EXECUTIONER . ABOUT TWENTY NIGGAS RAN IN GRABBING THESE NIGGAS AND DRAGGING THEM OUT BY FORCE. MARTIN WAS THE ONLY EXCEPTION HE MADE HIS WAY TO THE HOUSE AND RETURNED WITH THIS FINE ASS, BLACK ASS, BOWLEGGED  NIGGA. DAMN!!!!! HE WAS SO FINE!!DARK CHOCOLATE SMOOTHE SKIN, BRIGHT WHITE TEETH, THICK FULL LIPS, AND A BROAD STRONG CHEST BULGING THROUGH HIS BRIGHT  WHITE TEE…….. HOW WILL I EVER FORGET A MAN LIKE THIS. I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING IN MY HOUSE BUT FOR THE NEXT SIXTY SECONDS I COULD DO NOTHING. FROZEN, BREATHLESS, AND TAKEN BY HIS PRESENCE………$GOD!!


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