Sunday, February 27, 2011


SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE!  SHIT LATELY SEEMS LIKE AN OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE, REALLY OUT. CHANITA HAS FOUND A PLACE IN MY HEART BUT SOME OF THE SHIT SHE TALKING BOUT JUST  HAS NOOO PLACE IN MY LIFE. IM NOT SURE IF WHAT I FEEL FOR HER IS LOVE . I MEAN DON’T GET ME WRONG I LOOVE THE HEAD AND THE LATE NIGHT ASSLICKS AND I EVEN LIKE THE FEW TIMES  WE  FUCKED WITH A STRAP ON. IT’S JUST NOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO LEAVE SUGADICK. DAMN I CANT EVEN CALL HIM THAT WITHOUT FEELING SICK. YEAH I HAVNT CALLED HIM MANNY  FOR ABOUT  THREE MONTHS NOW. REVERTING BACK TO OLD HOE GAMES HE BECAME  SUGADICK ON THE REGULAR. SUGADICK  WAS  LIKE  A  PLAY  UNCLE  TO ME . WELL AS CLOSE TO AN  UNCLE  AS  I COULD GET. HE ALWAYS HAD BEAUTIFUL  NIGHTGOWNS  FOR  ME   AND  NICE GIFTS, CHOCOLATES AND SHIT. MY  DAD  TOLD ME I HAD TO TREAT HIM LIKE THE BEST UNCLE  AND PLAY MOMMY  WITH  HIM AND I  USE  TO WANT TO. HE WAS SO  CUTE AND ALWAYS  SMELL LIKE A MAGAZINE  COLONGNE  SAMPLE  AND   OVERALL  A WAY BETTER UNCLE THAN UNCLE ZEE BUT HE  WOULD NEVER PLAY. HE WOULD DO THINGS LIKE BRUSH MY HAIR AND MASSAGE MY FEET OR KISS MY TOES. I COULDN’T WAIT UNTIL  HE WOULD COME AGAIN. AS LUCK WOULD HAVE IT I GUESS HE HAD SOME TYPE OF ARRANGEMENT WITH MY DAD TO GET  HIS GREEN CARD. I WAS TO BE HIS WIFE WHEN I TURNED EIGHTEEN AND HE HAD TO TAKE CARE OF ALL MY NEEDS UNTIL AND AFTER.WHICH BY THE  WAY  WAS NO TROUBLE  TO  HIM CAUSE  HE  WAS  SOME   TYPE  OF  BIGSHOT. WHEN I WAS THIRTEEN THE ARRANGEMENT  HAD  COME  TO  AN ABRUPT END. MY  DAD DIDN’T HAVE  A  BIRTH CERTIFICATE  FOR   ME . SO AFTER  ALL  THAT MANUEL  AND HIS FAMILY  HAD  DONE THERE WAS NO  PROOF  THAT  I WAS LEGAL. MANUEL FELT LIKE HE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF THEIR ARRANGEMENT BUT HE BY THEN HE HAD GREW VERY FOND OF ME. THEN THE STRAW BROKE THE CAMELS BACK WHEN HE FOUND OUT I WASN’T A VIRGIN AND  I WAS TRULY A CERTIFIED FREAK. HE WAS UNDER THE ASSUMPTION THAT HE SHOULD BE MY FIRST AND IT WOULD BE SPECIAL. WELL, ONE THING LED TO MORE THINGS WHICH LED  TO MY SO CALLED DAD DISAPPEARING AND ME MOVING  WITH  MANUELS FAMILY AND THAT’S WHERE I WAS INTRODUCED TO SUGA DICK!! KNOWING THAT I WAS ALREADY TURNED OUT HE WANTED TO EXPERIMENT WITH ME. SHIT I COULDN’T WAIT!!!!!  I HAD FUCKING THE SHIT OUTTA HIM PLANNED SINCE THE FIRST TIME I SAW HIM. I KNEW HOW I WOULD SUCK HIS DICK AND LICK ON HIS BALLS AND FINGER HIS ASSHOLE JUST LIKE MY DADDY LIKED IT!! I KNEW HOW I WOULD RIDE THAT DICK UNTIL IT WAS RAW SOMETIMES I THOUGHT I COULD FEEL HIM IN MY DREAMS. I WAS READY TO DO IT ALL BUT NOTHING COULD PREPARE ME FOR THE KINKY SHIT HE HAD IN MIND!!! OUR FIRST TIME WAS NOT AT ALL LIKE MY DREAMS….. NOT AT ALL!!
MY HEART WAS POUNDING WHILE I LAYED IN MANNYS PRIVATE  BEDROOM. I WORE ONE OF THE NIGHTGOWNS HE  BOUGHT FOR A SPECIAL OCCASION. MANNY CAME OUT FROM BEHIND HIS BAR TOTALLY NUDE WITH A ROCK HARD DICK, AND TWO GLASSES. I FELT LIKE THIS WAS A FAIRY TALE …… LIKE I WAS GOING TO EXPERIENCE MY FIRST TIME LIKE A NORMAL GIRL . THEN HE PLACED A TRAY ON THE BED FULL OF COKE. I TOOTED UP MY FACE AT HIM CAUSE OUTTA ALL THE SHIT MY DAD HAD DONE HE NEVER GAVE ME DRUGS. WHAT THE FUCK  YOU STARING AT? MANNY SAID IN A AGGRESSIVE TONE. SLAYJO YOU A HOE RIGHT??  WHAT ARE YOU TALKING BOUT MANNY? YOU KNOW THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO THAT SHIT I USE TO DO! I’M LOYAL TO YOU NOW AND I LOVE YOU!! MY HEART WAS OPEN AND TRUE BUT THIS LOOK HE GAVE ME LEFT ME FEELING WEIRD AND CONFUSED. FOR THE FIRST TIME HE HAD ACTUALLY HAD ME FEELING SCARED.  YEAH YOU AIN’T GOT NO CHOICE BUT TO LOVE ME NOW CAUSE WE TOOK CARE OF YOUR PIMPING ASS DADDY AND EVERYONE AROUND HIM. YOU HAVE NOTHING BUT ME NOW SLAYJO!!! NOW LET ME TEACH YOU HOW TO LOVE ME. HE DIPPED HIS DICK IN THE TRAY AND GRABBED THE BACK OF MY HEAD RAMMING HIS DICK TO THE BACK OF MY THROAT. I GAGGED AS IF I WAS CHOKING ON A LONG HOTDOG BUT HE DIDN’T EASE UP. IN A MATTER OF SECONDS I COULD’NT FEEL ANYTHING. MY TONGUE, MY LIPS, MY THROAT WAS ALL NUMB. I STARTED TO PANIC AND CRY BUT HE DIDN’T CARE.HE JUST KEPT SAYING YOU BETTER NOT BITE MY DICK AND MANTENER YO PUTA BOCA ABIERTA (KEEP YO MOUTH OPEN BITCH)  HE FUCKED MY MOUTH LIKE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW!! I DIDN’T EVEN HAVE TO DO NOTHING BECAUSE HE WAS LITERALLY ON TOP OF ME FUCKING MY MOUTH.  AFTER AN HOUR I THOUGHT HE WOULD CUM BUT THAT WOULD’VE BEEN TO MUCH LIKE RIGHT FOR HIM TO DO. INSTEAD HE SMASH MY FACE IN THE PLATE FORCING ME TO BREATHE IN THE COKE AND THEN HE RUBBED SOME IN MY PUSSY. I DON’T REMEMBER IF IT BURNED OR NOT. I HONESTLY CAN’T REMEMBER MUCH FROM THAT POINT ON. I REMEMBER LICKING BALLS AND ASS. OH AND I  WAS FUCKED ANALLY FOR AT LEAST THREE HOURS WHERE I THINK HE FINALLY CAME. THE NEXT MORNING I WAS RIPPED AND SHREDDED! I THOUGHT I HAD BEEN GANG RAPED UNTIL  I LIFTED MY HEAD UP JUST TO SEE MANNY  ENJOYING THE LAST OF THE TRAY. DRIED UP TEARS STAINING MY FACE AND COCAINE STILL POWDERING MY HAIR WAS WHAT REMINDED ME OF THIS HORRIFYING NIGHT . NOT TO MENTION THE SIXTEEN STICHES THAT WAS ON MY BELOVED THAT HIS PRIVATE NURSE  HAD TO USE TO SAVE HER LIFE. I THOUGHT THIS MAN WAS SENT FROM HEAVEN BUT I LEARNED THAT HE CAME FROM A PRIVATE HELL JUST FOR ME.  HOW ARE YOU FEELING MY LOVE? MANNY SAID WHILE STILL SNIFFING COKE.  I’M O.K. I GUESS. I’M SURE HE SENSED THE HATE I WAS FEELING BECAUSE THAT’S WHEN HE LAID DOWN THE RULES THAT WOULD FOREVER MAKE ME WHO I WAS MEANT TO BE…. THAT’S HOW YOU MAKE ME HAPPY!!! THAT’S HOW YOU LOVE ME EVERY NIGHT OR WHENEVER I NEED IT. YOU’LL BE MY WIFE TOMORROW SLAYJONIA. YOU WILL LOVE ME AND ONLY ME!!!  YOU’RE MY HOE NOW!!!!   THIS MUTHAFUCKER WAS CRAZY OUT OF HIS DAMN MIND!! LOVE !! I WOULD NEVER LOVE HIM. I HAD SOME RESPECT FOR HIM AND NOW I FELT NOTHING BUT CONTEMPT FOR HIM AND HIS SO CALLED SUGADICK!!! I WILL NEVER LOVE HIM NEVER!!!!!




I’M FINALLY FREE!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN’T WAIT TO GET OUT. I GUESS CHANITA CAN FEEL WHATS ABOUT TO HAPPEN TO OUR ROMANCE. I FEEL KINDA BAD FOR  HER BUT I HAVE TO PUT MYSELF FIRST. SHE’S JUST ANOTHER VICTIM OF MY SELFISH SEXUAL DESIRES. OH WELL CAN’T DWELL ON IT CAUSE I’M FINALLY FREE!!!! MY PLAN WORKED LIKE A CHARM BECAUSE MANNY’S SO SIMPLE. NOT ONLY DID HE LIFT HIS SECURITY OFF ME HE GAVE ME A NICE ALLOWANCE TO MAKE UP FOR THE ASSAULT AND THE JAIL TIME. IT AIN’T NOTHING LIKE A HOE WITH MONEY. I PUT ON THIS SLEEK BODY FITTING ALL WHITE SUNDRESS NO BRA AND A RED ROPESTYLE  TBACK THONG. I CHOSE TO DRIVE ALL WHITE 745I WITH THE WHITE LEATHER GUTS AND I’M HEADING STRAIGHT FOR CLUB TRAPEZE. I’M SO EXCITED AND ANXIOUS TO HAVE SOME REAL FUN! BLASTING JACKIE-O ON MY STEREO IS SETTING MY MOOD JUST RIGHT. MY MONKEY OUT NOW SHE WANNA GET PAID . MY MONKEY GOOD, SHE WILD………LET THAT MONKEY OUT!!!!  OH YEAH THIS FREAK IS OFF THE LEASH…………








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